تذكرة

إن يكون عندك رضا تام عن إختيار ربنا في كل توقيتات حياتك ده أكبر نعمة ,كل حاجة ليها أوانها ووقتها حتى مثلا هتاكل الأكل اللى بتحبه امتي, كل حاجة , من اصغر حاجة لاكبر حاجة ,ووقتها ده بتكون فيه أحلى ,فنصبر ونهدي ونثق في ربنا ,هو عارف ايه اكتر حاجة هتبسطك و امتى اكتر وقت لازم الحاجة دي تحصل فيه , و تاني لو ربنا عايز حاجة هتحصل رغم أنف البشر كلهم ولو مش عايز حاجة مش هتحصل ولوكل البشر عايزينها ,كله مكتوب  
#يارب
#بسيطة
#رسالة_لنفسي_عاشان_منشفة_دماغها

عن الرحمة

والرحمة أعمق من الحب و أصفى و أطهر.
والرحمة عاطفة إنسانية راقية مركبة، ففيها الحب، وفيها التضحية، وفيها إنكار الذات، وفيها التسامح، وفيها العطف، وفيها العفو، وفيها الكرم.

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من كتاب : عصر القرود

ميقات دقيق

كل حاجة لها وقتها ،تفكيرك مش هيسرعها و لا ثانية حتى ، فسيبها على الله 

صباح الخير 

:)


تقول القاعدة السابعة و الثلاثون ؛ ان الله ميقاتي دقيق ، انه دقيق الي حد ان ترتيبه و تنظيمه يجعلان كل شئ على وجه. الارض يتم في حينه ، لا قبل دقيقة و لا بعد دقيقة ، و الساعة تمشي بدقة شديدة بالنسبة للجميع بلا استثناء، فلكل شخص وقت للحب ووقت للموت.

#قواعد_العشق_الأربعون
#شمس_الدين_التبريزي

الدرس الثاني

الدرس التاني : الناس مش هيخلوك سعيد او حزين .. هم ممكن يخلوك اكتر سلبية او اكتر ايجابية بافعالهم .. بس الاساس ان انت سعيد او حزين ده اختيارك انت .. طريقة تفكيرك بتاعتك .. لو خلوك مبسوط هتبقى لحظية و مش حقيقية لو انت مش سعيد من جواك .. فاسعد نفسك و خليك سعيد عاشان محدش هيعرف يعلمك كدا غيرك .. بس كدا .. 

:)

#سعادتك_إختيارك 
#سعادتك_مسوؤليتك 
#معانا_يارب 
#تذكرة

Pressure

Olivia,

So i am having a bad time at work those days, serious bad time, for 3 weeks i barely controlled my life, barely gone to the gym, barely relaxed, and plus all that i am not appreciated, treated in not so good way, pushed around and pressured, i think it’s not right to ask for more work amoung people who don’t have common sense.

I say that electricity goes off at my home for 2 hours at night and they say it’s not an excuse, i say that i collapse and got sick, they say but we are late, i sent stuff to be reviewed, and the replies are sent after 10 days, i got interrupted 10 times a day for nonesense, i’m not appreciated or helped, i feel like a maid not a quality control engineer.

I have to say that this didn’t happen with my original TL, she is nothing like that, she is good and understanding, she is a real good person, i am grateful i started with her, and i am so sad i got myself into that bad position.

I’m not a quitter, but i am seriously tired, drained and exhausted, i need to get back to my health program and my stuff, i miss them, i miss having a life.

I seriously wanted a challenge, a nice challenge with nice good people, who appreciate me for real not just some empty words, like in my real team, there are stuff but in the end of the day after talking all the misunderstandings clear away.

I don’t feel that this is a challenge anymore, it’s just a way for me to drain myself and feel bad and that’s it.

What will i gain if i continued for the next 2-3 weeks? some money and the feeling that i didn’t quit.

What will i lose? my inner peace, my sanity, my feeling that i am happy, i’ll lose the good feeling i sometimes have towards my job, i will feel that i am a maid.

I do feel not so good today, i don’t like the idea of quitting but sometimes you have to do it when you feel you are in a wrong place for yourself.

Pray for me.

Maryam.

Abusive

I have to write this, maybe it will give me some relieve, as a girl in Egypt, you have to suffer different kind of abuse all over your routine, if you are more fortunate that others, it will happen in weekly basis, for others it is more than that.

I know that Egypt is a srewed up place, in all fields, and in all parts, but i have to talk about that, i need to.

If you are a normal person, you may ask yourself some questions:

  1. Why would a stranger touch me?
  2. Why would a stranger say those stuff to me?
  3. Why would a stranger look at me like that?
  4. Is it normal that i have to be ok with that and act like it’s normal?
  5. Why do people make me feel it’s something i have to accept?
  6. Why do i have to feel that just walking in the street is a near death exprience?
  7. Why does the option of being physically abused seems more likely to happen?
  8. How can i have normal self confidence or self steem around people like that?
  9. Do people know that it takes every part of you to feel ok and pure and clean again after expriencing physical or verbal abuse?
  10. What should a respectable protective Fiancee, Husband .. feel when he knows that we are in a jungle, a forest that has creatures that are worse than animals?
  11. Should it be that horryfying to walk in the streets?
  12. Should it be that terrifying to do anything as a girl alone?

If it was about someone stealling or killing, it’s different, i guess, here you are talking about slowly killing a soul of a woman, turning her into someone who feels that it’s ok, everybody is hurrassed, she will ask herself, why should i get upset, they are all ok, i should be ok, and whatever.

Even with little boys around, the mere existance of having a male that i don’t really know around freaks me out now.

I know i may seem silly, i know i may seem over, but i am just trying to stay angry, trying not to take it normal, trying to stay pure and say no to evil, no matter how much it’s spread amoung us.

I wish them hell, everyone that allows himself to talk bad to a girl or to touch her, abuse her, in anyway, i wish them pure hell, for this monster, to be tortured forever.