So i am having a bad time at work those days, serious bad time, for 3 weeks i barely controlled my life, barely gone to the gym, barely relaxed, and plus all that i am not appreciated, treated in not so good way, pushed around and pressured, i think it’s not right to ask for more work amoung people who don’t have common sense.
I say that electricity goes off at my home for 2 hours at night and they say it’s not an excuse, i say that i collapse and got sick, they say but we are late, i sent stuff to be reviewed, and the replies are sent after 10 days, i got interrupted 10 times a day for nonesense, i’m not appreciated or helped, i feel like a maid not a quality control engineer.
I have to say that this didn’t happen with my original TL, she is nothing like that, she is good and understanding, she is a real good person, i am grateful i started with her, and i am so sad i got myself into that bad position.
I’m not a quitter, but i am seriously tired, drained and exhausted, i need to get back to my health program and my stuff, i miss them, i miss having a life.
I seriously wanted a challenge, a nice challenge with nice good people, who appreciate me for real not just some empty words, like in my real team, there are stuff but in the end of the day after talking all the misunderstandings clear away.
I don’t feel that this is a challenge anymore, it’s just a way for me to drain myself and feel bad and that’s it.
What will i gain if i continued for the next 2-3 weeks? some money and the feeling that i didn’t quit.
What will i lose? my inner peace, my sanity, my feeling that i am happy, i’ll lose the good feeling i sometimes have towards my job, i will feel that i am a maid.
I do feel not so good today, i don’t like the idea of quitting but sometimes you have to do it when you feel you are in a wrong place for yourself.
Pray for me.